Every day seemed to be a little worse. I gave myself my injection of MTX on Monday and gradually continued my decline. I felt extremely disoriented yesterday so I stayed home (my job definitely requires an intense amount of "focus") and got up today too late to call in sick. So, I headed to work. I stopped at a smoothie place to get something to soothe me and found myself vomiting in a bush outside my car.
I feel awful, worse than I ever have ... ever ... even with the sinus pain from before. This is ... my head hurts, my brain feels like it's scrambled, my eyes hurt, I'm dizzy and nauseous, I'm weak, ... right before I got out of the car, my heart was fluttering in my chest and I felt like my blood pressure dropped.
If this is still just the flu ... ok. If this is something worse ... not ok!