Knowledge is power, I know. But as a newly diagnosed person, I seem unable to think about anything else except my diagnosis. Probably because I've been home sick for 2 months and now on chemo so still at home and the days seem long outside of doctor appointments. Did anyone else feel this way? I'm thinking that I need to find something to focus on, to keep my mind busy. Any suggestions? I am trying some guided meditation and cross word puzzles, but any other ideas would be appreciated. Or maybe this is normal, I'm not sure.